Finally I found a job!!!

So I have been looking for a job for quite some time now and havent had any luck. Well my good friend Marybeth talked me into going up to her work and filling out an application. I filled it out thinking i would have no luck becauseI have applied there before. Well I guess I was wrong afterall. I lucked out and got a callback from them but from another location. I went in for my first interview the other day and did my drug screening. Everything went well and I went back for another interview today and I got the job hehe. Now all i'm waiting for is my employee number so I can start training, YAY ME hehe! Its not the best or the worst job in the world but its a job for now and thats all that matters. I'm goin to be able to do more things now that i'm working again. Thats so0o much better than babysitting all the time for close to no money. Looks like me and my girl will be going on our beach trip this summer afterall.

A New Behinning!!!

Today was the inauguration of president elect Obama. Today is the beginning of a new day. We have officially made history. Its great to know that we have made such an improvement in america, and we are so much closer to racial equality. It was crazy awesome how many people showed up in the mall area for the inauguration. In 2005 there was 400,000. Today in 2009 there were an estimated amount of 1,400,000 people there. And they have over 7,000 troops there also. There haveing the parade right now and the streets are covered in thousands of excited fans. They said that the limos are only going 2 1/2 miles an hour. All i know is somebody is going to have to use the bathroom by the time the parade ends lol. Before the parade there was the luncheon they had. During the luncheon something scary happened. Senater Ted Kenedy was there and had a seizure. They ended up having to transport him to the hospital. They also announced today that Ted Kenedy was battleing a brain tumor. Its just amazing that he even made it to the luncheon. Hes a fighter thats for sure! Congratulations to our new president, Obama! And our prayers go out to Ted Kenedy!

Today is a new day!!!

Job Market...what the hell!

Ok so0o I have to voice my frustraition with the economy. I dont know about you but its getting really old. Used to I never had a problem keeping atleast some money in my pockets so i could breathe, but now I cant even find a job. Its very irritating. I would love to havbe ajob right now, but I honestly cant think of anywhere that would be hiring. Not to mention the people that do have jobs are having a hard time keeping them. I was working as a hostess in Smokey Bones and eventually me and the manager got into it about me not getting any hours in and him screwing with my schedule. It seems to be happening to everyone. I've been doin lil odd jobs here and there from time to time. Like babysitting and keeping my parents house clean, not to mention the holiday money that i got. I want a real job damnit. I have been planning to go to florida for 3 nights in may, and as you all know its best to book a room by the end of february so the rates are affordable and theres actually a room available. So I am determined to get my break one way or another. Hopefully there will be a turn around in the job market really soon, cuz I dont know how much more I can take of this stupidly horrible economy!

Obama

I heard the funniest thing on several talk shows. Everybody has been talking about it lately. Obama is getting a one of a kind limo, especially made for Obama. Ok so0o your talking about saving money and helping the poor but yet theres being tons of money spent on a limo you dont really need thats just for you. Whats wrong with the limo that the whitehouse has now? I find it hilarious that all this money is being spent on limos, private jets, and wardrobe just for one person, and yet that money could be goin to more important things. Lets see like oh I dont kno....the charities that need it, or to businesses, or people who need jobs or health insurance. Well now you see what your tax payers money is goin to.....limos, private jets, personal wardrobes, lazy ghetto people in the projects and more. As if this country isnt broke enough as it is. Lets just hope that the money will be put to good use very soon!

DO YOU EVER JUST FEEL.....

Do you ever feel like your life has no meaning at all, like its not going anywhere or getting better or worse? Do you ever feel like you will never amount to anything or never figure out what exactly you want to be in life. Well I do, I have felt like that for a while. My life makes no since and has no certain direction. I know what I like to do or what makes me happy, but I always find myself doing the exact opposite. You know the expression, everybody was put on this earth for a reason? Well I beleive its true i just wish I knew what I was here for. I know life would make more since and probably be much better. It seems that nowadays people have the hardest times figuring out what they want to do for the rest of their lives or who they should be with. You just kinda get confused and twisted. Have you ever just felt like nothing goes right, like you have no luck or direction? Like everything just seems so0o difficult, and the smallest things seem the hardest? For example....getting your G.E.D. i can pass everything on that test but the math. Heres another example, you care about somebody more than anything and you feel like you should be with them but everybody around seems to think otherwise, like they know best or something so it makes it hard to decide wheather to stay with them or not. I know life is suppose to get better and your suppose to find your calling and your true meaning of what your life is about. But where to start, that is the

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Well I must say I had a pretty good christmas. We celebrated christmas on christmas eve with the kids and my siblings and parents. It was very fun surprisingly. I definitely ate way to much food. My son Cowen loved All his gifts. Hes been playing with them non~stop. And he got some really cute outfits to. I certainly got some really good gifts this year myself. I love everyone of them. Thanks to my family for the gifts and my sons gifts. They were really nice. Today me and my sister and my son are going to do christmas with my aunt and her new hubby, and my maw~maw and my cousins. Now hopefully my paw~paw will be back in town so we can see him to. Well Merry Christnas to everyone!

MEN just arent real MEN anymore!

Do you ever feel like you will be single and alone forever, like there isnt a right guy for you? You know its crazy, the divorce rate is so0o high nowadays. Its nothing like it used to be. I mean whats up with that? Men arent real men like they were in the golden days. They dont respect and put their women on a pedistal anymore. Not to mention most of them have no class or morals. Whatever happened to being faithful to your significant other? Whatever happened to respecting your lady and being a true couple. I have yet to meet a real man of my generation. In my generation all you have is bums, thugs, drug addicts, and cheaters. I've dated one or two from each categorey. The few good ones that you would consider to be real are usually gay, or you come to find out that they werent all that perfect to begin with. They end up being nutzo. I'm bout ready to just give up and just be single for the rest of my life. All i really need is my son. I fully intend on showing him the decent way of living and how to treat a woman. I wish i could go back in time and snag me a real man and bring him back to 2008. That would be wonderful wouldnt it! I see all these old couples from the golden ages who have been together for 40 years and they couldnt be happier. they are still in love and fully intend on staying that way. I just think that is awesome. It would be great to have somebody you actually spend the rest of your life with. Someone once told me if you even consider divorce then you will get divorced. If divorce isnt an option then you will forever be together. I'm a firm beleiver in that. Everbody needs to keep that in mind and maybe there would be a lower divorce rate. Instead of cheating communicate with your significant other and fix the problem. instead of getting violent go out for a drive. Instead of doin drugs, play video games, instead of sleeping all day get a job. You may find if you do those things then maybe just maybe you will have a successful relationship.

Crazy News about Ex Queen of POP!

Ok so0o0o heres something funny. Have you guys heard whats been going on with Madonna lately? So we already knew she was a little weird, but who would have thought she was just crazy, ungrateful, and judgemental.
Not to long ago she was performing at a concert and she saw a couple of her fans sit down in their seats to rest for a min. She freaked out and asked them why they were sitting down, that this isnt a Barbara Striseand concert. c'mon Madonna, I mean really what has Barbara done to you lately? Oh and another thing Madonna....you getting paid millions to intertain us fans, u cater to us, its not the other way around. Just remember that.
There was another incident where she yelled out (F) you Sara Payland. Ok so you dont like Sara, but why do you have to be so0o rude and disrespectful to her. She hasnt done anything to you Madonna. She also called Sara a F~ing Bitch.
Wow and heres something else thats crazy, she kicked Britney Spears off of her tour because she refused to practice cabolla. Seriously Madonna, you need to get off your high horse. Not everybody has the same religion so you shouldnt judge Britney cuz of that. In fact most celebrities dont do cabolla lol. And another thing Why would you kick somebody off your tour thats making you money. Have you not noticed that your 50 years old and your still stuck in the dang 80's and you barley have a career. You need Britney more than she needs you. Just remember every year your recored sales go down and the demand for Madonna goes down. Like I said your 50 and you have yet to upgrade your music.
And people wonder why she cant keep a husband lol, shes crazy and she thinks shes god. Well after all this happened and she noticed that people werent taking to kindly to her behavior, she all of a sudden wanted to befriend Brittney Spears again. It just shows that nobody likes a conceited and ignorant person. Well newho I thought I'd share this news with you guys for some amusement. Enjoy, I sure did!!!

Gay Rights

So0o California is banning Gay/Lesbian marriage. Whats up with that? What happened to America being the place you go to for freedom? Before you know it we will have tracking devices put into our boddies and we wont be aloud to do anything. What happened to personal freedom to choose what you want to do and what makes you happy? Yes i'm a christian, but I personal beleive you cant help who you fall in love with. I also dont think that God will condemn you for being with the person who makes you happy and whom your in love with. They've also banned Gay/Lesbian couples from adopting children also. Why deny a child of having a perfectly decent home with decent people just because they have same sex marriages. Not every gay person is a pervert or a bad influence. I think that anybody and everybody who can provide a good home in a heathy environment surrounded by good people should be aloud to adopt regardless of your sexual orientation. I mean really now, do you think you can stop people from growing up and being gay by keeping them away from gay people lol? Well i have news for you America, you arent influenced to be the way you are. You are born that way. And nobody should be judged for it. Only god can judge, so how dare you try to be god. Give a child a home, give a child a chance to be happy! Let the Gay/Lesbian community get married. They want to be married for teh same reason straight people do. They want to spend the rest of their lives with somebody they love. They want personal right of their children and property if the significant other passes away. We as americans want to be treated as equals!!!! What do you think? Please tell me i'm not the only one with these opinions and views! Come people enough of the judgement and unfair laws. Lets have equality!