Finally I found a job!!!

So I have been looking for a job for quite some time now and havent had any luck. Well my good friend Marybeth talked me into going up to her work and filling out an application. I filled it out thinking i would have no luck becauseI have applied there before. Well I guess I was wrong afterall. I lucked out and got a callback from them but from another location. I went in for my first interview the other day and did my drug screening. Everything went well and I went back for another interview today and I got the job hehe. Now all i'm waiting for is my employee number so I can start training, YAY ME hehe! Its not the best or the worst job in the world but its a job for now and thats all that matters. I'm goin to be able to do more things now that i'm working again. Thats so0o much better than babysitting all the time for close to no money. Looks like me and my girl will be going on our beach trip this summer afterall.

A New Behinning!!!

Today was the inauguration of president elect Obama. Today is the beginning of a new day. We have officially made history. Its great to know that we have made such an improvement in america, and we are so much closer to racial equality. It was crazy awesome how many people showed up in the mall area for the inauguration. In 2005 there was 400,000. Today in 2009 there were an estimated amount of 1,400,000 people there. And they have over 7,000 troops there also. There haveing the parade right now and the streets are covered in thousands of excited fans. They said that the limos are only going 2 1/2 miles an hour. All i know is somebody is going to have to use the bathroom by the time the parade ends lol. Before the parade there was the luncheon they had. During the luncheon something scary happened. Senater Ted Kenedy was there and had a seizure. They ended up having to transport him to the hospital. They also announced today that Ted Kenedy was battleing a brain tumor. Its just amazing that he even made it to the luncheon. Hes a fighter thats for sure! Congratulations to our new president, Obama! And our prayers go out to Ted Kenedy!

Today is a new day!!!

Job Market...what the hell!

Ok so0o I have to voice my frustraition with the economy. I dont know about you but its getting really old. Used to I never had a problem keeping atleast some money in my pockets so i could breathe, but now I cant even find a job. Its very irritating. I would love to havbe ajob right now, but I honestly cant think of anywhere that would be hiring. Not to mention the people that do have jobs are having a hard time keeping them. I was working as a hostess in Smokey Bones and eventually me and the manager got into it about me not getting any hours in and him screwing with my schedule. It seems to be happening to everyone. I've been doin lil odd jobs here and there from time to time. Like babysitting and keeping my parents house clean, not to mention the holiday money that i got. I want a real job damnit. I have been planning to go to florida for 3 nights in may, and as you all know its best to book a room by the end of february so the rates are affordable and theres actually a room available. So I am determined to get my break one way or another. Hopefully there will be a turn around in the job market really soon, cuz I dont know how much more I can take of this stupidly horrible economy!

Obama

I heard the funniest thing on several talk shows. Everybody has been talking about it lately. Obama is getting a one of a kind limo, especially made for Obama. Ok so0o your talking about saving money and helping the poor but yet theres being tons of money spent on a limo you dont really need thats just for you. Whats wrong with the limo that the whitehouse has now? I find it hilarious that all this money is being spent on limos, private jets, and wardrobe just for one person, and yet that money could be goin to more important things. Lets see like oh I dont kno....the charities that need it, or to businesses, or people who need jobs or health insurance. Well now you see what your tax payers money is goin to.....limos, private jets, personal wardrobes, lazy ghetto people in the projects and more. As if this country isnt broke enough as it is. Lets just hope that the money will be put to good use very soon!

DO YOU EVER JUST FEEL.....

Do you ever feel like your life has no meaning at all, like its not going anywhere or getting better or worse? Do you ever feel like you will never amount to anything or never figure out what exactly you want to be in life. Well I do, I have felt like that for a while. My life makes no since and has no certain direction. I know what I like to do or what makes me happy, but I always find myself doing the exact opposite. You know the expression, everybody was put on this earth for a reason? Well I beleive its true i just wish I knew what I was here for. I know life would make more since and probably be much better. It seems that nowadays people have the hardest times figuring out what they want to do for the rest of their lives or who they should be with. You just kinda get confused and twisted. Have you ever just felt like nothing goes right, like you have no luck or direction? Like everything just seems so0o difficult, and the smallest things seem the hardest? For example....getting your G.E.D. i can pass everything on that test but the math. Heres another example, you care about somebody more than anything and you feel like you should be with them but everybody around seems to think otherwise, like they know best or something so it makes it hard to decide wheather to stay with them or not. I know life is suppose to get better and your suppose to find your calling and your true meaning of what your life is about. But where to start, that is the