Michael Jackson

Aright seriously now, what kinda asshole waits until their son is dead to talk about him really? Joe Jackson did an interview denying everything that Michael Jackson talked about as far as the abuse goes and stuff. He thinks that his kids turned out fine and that he didnt do anything wrong about how he raised them because they didnt end up in prison or dead or on the streets. What the hell Joe....have you taken a look at your children and yourself lately? You obviously didnt do something right. Michael was warped and had some serious issues. Your other children are weird and warped also. You aparently didnt do something right. Beating your children over shit as small as them messing up a dance move is not ok. Treating them like slaves and making them miss out on their childhood so you can live out your dreams through them is not ok. Your children have more problems thanks to you than anybody else in America do. I just cant beleive that you would pretty much call your son a lier and dismiss what he said, after he was dead. Shows what kinda man you are really, you wait until hes dead and cant take up for himself to run your damn mouth. You are a sorry excuse for a father truely! You should be ashamed of yourself!

Obamas recent speach...awesome!

Wow i am so0o surprised by the speach that Obama gave just recently to the NAACP! He talked about racial equality and discrimination. But what was so great about it was that he wasnt blaming it on the white people. You have no idea how great that makes me feel to here a black man who isnt blaming everything on white people. He talked about it happening between all races. He talked about taking responsibility for our own actions and how our destiny isnt made for us. That we make our own destiny. He said it is not prejudice or discrimination that presents the greatest obstacles for blacks, but rather structural inequities_ in areas such as education and health care. Still, though, he said discrimination persists — and not just for blacks — and he chided those who may contend otherwise. Its nice to know that he acknowledges all races and doesnt just cater to one! I liked how he encouraged the NAACP to have other role models other than rappers or sports stars. But i must say that should go for everybody. He is all about education and talks about how you decide your future and not others. I also liked how he shared a little bit about himself and how he grew up with a single mother with hardly any money. And he went on to explain how he could have turned the wrong way but he chose to do something about his life. There might be hope for us yet. Its just nice for him to be so honest and encouraging. He said that the NAACP may want to broading their spectrum lol...that means not just associating with your own kind but letting others in to. I think thats a wonderful idea. Communication and an open mind can lead to great things, thanks for the great speach Obama!!!!

Update....life as I know it

Ok so0o its been a long ass time since i've written a blog. Well alot has happened in that time frame. I've been working as a cashier for almost a year and I recently bought a new truck almost 2 monthes ago. Me and my boyfriend are just really good friends now for the most part. My son will be starting pre~kay soon and i have a new baby neice. I've also been having some health problems with my stomach and acid reflux. I had medicaid but they all of a sudden terminated it. When i called to see what was up they told me i never had it and wasnt approved. They said i make to much money, which i find hilarious. You know considering i only make around 300 maybe 450 a month. that barely covers my truck payment and gas. So pretty much i have to be a low life peace of project trash with no job and 7 kids and black to get any benifits. They dont seem to like helping us hard working citizens who are struggling. What a shame.....what is America coming to. I miss the days when all of our tax dollars didnt go to welfare and the projects, and we had low gas prices. I miss the days when we didnt cater to the blacks and we were all pretty much treated the same no matter what color we were. I miss the days when people actually worked for what they had and the working people got a little help from time to time. todays people are just goin rotten so it seems. What the hell happened seriously?

STRESS!!!

Man I tell you what, this has been one hell of a few monthes. You know i'm not racest or anything but I have to throw this out there. Black people talk about how they dont have equality but yet they get all these benefits like medical insurance, foodstamps and welfare like its nothing. I'm white and i cant hardly get shit. Its way harder for me as a white girl to get anything literally. I think its great that black people can get assistance and stuff but damn why cant i? Its just not fair. It has taken me three monthes to get foodstamps and medicaid and I actually really need it. Its crazy how the system works. But atleast now i'm able to get my health issues taken care of. I have had some really bad throat problems. My tonsels have lumps on them and have been seriously swollen and not to mention the bumps on the back of my throat. I went to the hospital finally last night and sat for 5 hours cuz i couldnt hardly swollow and it was hurting so bad. Come to find out I just had a severe case of sinusitus and they gave me an antibiotic YAY! Now hopefully it will all go away. Now I just have to get my stomach issues taken care of and I'll be good to go.

decisions....decisions

Well I've decided to wait and not move in with my boyfriend. Hes not to happy about it and i cant say i blame him. Considering I just sudden;y changed my mind. I'm sure he'll get over it though. I just dont see the point in rushing to move in when we've only been back together for like 4 monthes. I think its best to take our time and not move so fast. I've seen to many friends move way to fast with a relationship in the past and it just screwed things up. I've done it in the past and it had nothing but a negative result. If he really wants to be with me then he can wait to have a place with me. But on a lighter note my job has been goinb pretty good except for the fact I dont get as many hours as i would like. Hopefully that will all change soon though. I just know that 20 hours a week isnt enough for me thats for sure. I'm trying to decide if i want to stay at the store i'm at or transfer. I like the people i'm working with but the hours are just messed up and from what i've heard the store that i'm at is pretty stingy when it comes to getting raises. I guess we will see.

Chris Brown assault

Have any of you heard about what happened the night before the oscars between Chris Brown and Rihanna? Well they were in their car argueing and he got a little to heated and assaulted her. She ended up with a bloody nose, Busted lip, and facial bruising. C'mon now thats just messed up. How can you hit a woman and knowing its wrong? I was a big fan of Chris Brown, but after he did that I just lost total respect for him. And man did you hear what some people were actually saying? There were actually people blaming everyting on Rihanna like its all her fault. They were saying that she possibly pravoked him. Well It doesnt matter what she said or did, its still no excuse for hitting a woman! I guess it doesnt matter blame who you want because hes still getting charged for domestic violence, and hes still losing his endorsements. They just took his music off the radio and the commercial advertisements that he did off tv. Thats what you get for being a wife beater. Well I cant be to judgemental because afterall its not my place and certainly not my relationship. I just hope he learned his lesson and doesnt do it again. Maybe anger management would do him some good.

The Bachelor

I was watching the view this morning and they were talking about one of the silliest shows on tv, the bachelor. To me that show is just redicolous. They showed a clip of the show where several of the women would be on a private date with him, and they were starting to tell him how they were falling in love with him and confessing their love for him. When they would start that crap he would just start to kiss them so he didnt have to reply back to them. How crazy is that lol. I just think that this is one of the stupid reality shows. These girls aren't sane or very smart. How do you expect to get picked if your telling the dude that your in love with him when you just met him a week ago and have only really talked to him maybe 2 to 4 times lol. Either these girls have issues or they are on the show just to get air time on tv. It just seems so0o fake at times to. I dont think I could ever bring myself to even try to get on a show like that, and if I were ever stupid enough to go on that show i doubt i would be falling in love with anybody after 5 seconds lol. I dont know, it just seems to be a waist of tv space but thats just my opinion.

Michael Phelps!

As you all know, Michael Phelps got caught smoking a lil gaunja. Oh my goodness the world is going to end cuz the famous Phelps actually relaxed and smoked a lil green on his own time haha. Come on everybody give the boy a break and stop dissing him. I mean do you know how many people in america smoke pot? There are people in other sports who smoke and people in the medical field who smoke. And I cant count how many celebrities who have come out and are open about smoking. Theres a magazine cover that Jonny Depp did with him on the cover smoking. And Heath ledger was an open pot smoker to. I dont see you dissing him to. Its rediculous. I know i havent met one person in the past year that didnt smoke and that includes successful people who make the big bucks. Not naming any names cuz i sure wouldnt want them to burn for it so to speak. All i'm saying is Michael Phelps works his ass off year round and goes to the olympics and wins a bunch of gold medals and breaks a lot of records. I think he deserves a little bit of time to himself to do what he wants. It could always be worse. Atleast he wasnt doin crack or cocaine or something to that effect. Its pretty messed up that somebody even took that pic and showed it to anybody. Now granite, he should have been more careful about who was around him and who had a camera. Let the boy have some privacy. People can be so0o greedy. I wonder how much he got paid for that pic anyway? Anywho i'll wrap this up and just say, I still love you Michael Phelps, you the shit and so what if you smoked a lil gaunja. We all do at one point in our life for the most part. ROCK ON!

Finally I found a job!!!

So I have been looking for a job for quite some time now and havent had any luck. Well my good friend Marybeth talked me into going up to her work and filling out an application. I filled it out thinking i would have no luck becauseI have applied there before. Well I guess I was wrong afterall. I lucked out and got a callback from them but from another location. I went in for my first interview the other day and did my drug screening. Everything went well and I went back for another interview today and I got the job hehe. Now all i'm waiting for is my employee number so I can start training, YAY ME hehe! Its not the best or the worst job in the world but its a job for now and thats all that matters. I'm goin to be able to do more things now that i'm working again. Thats so0o much better than babysitting all the time for close to no money. Looks like me and my girl will be going on our beach trip this summer afterall.

A New Behinning!!!

Today was the inauguration of president elect Obama. Today is the beginning of a new day. We have officially made history. Its great to know that we have made such an improvement in america, and we are so much closer to racial equality. It was crazy awesome how many people showed up in the mall area for the inauguration. In 2005 there was 400,000. Today in 2009 there were an estimated amount of 1,400,000 people there. And they have over 7,000 troops there also. There haveing the parade right now and the streets are covered in thousands of excited fans. They said that the limos are only going 2 1/2 miles an hour. All i know is somebody is going to have to use the bathroom by the time the parade ends lol. Before the parade there was the luncheon they had. During the luncheon something scary happened. Senater Ted Kenedy was there and had a seizure. They ended up having to transport him to the hospital. They also announced today that Ted Kenedy was battleing a brain tumor. Its just amazing that he even made it to the luncheon. Hes a fighter thats for sure! Congratulations to our new president, Obama! And our prayers go out to Ted Kenedy!

Today is a new day!!!